In a raw and emotional revelation, tennis star Andrey Rublev has opened up about his harrowing battle with mental health, admitting he once faced a devastating crisis that left him questioning the purpose of life. The world number nine, known for his intense performances on the court, particularly his explosive outbursts, has made significant strides in managing his depression, transitioning from anti-depressants to therapy.

Rublev’s breaking point came after a shocking first-round exit at Wimbledon last year, where in a fit of frustration, he struck his knee with his racket multiple times, drawing blood. This incident, reminiscent of earlier emotional displays at the French Open, marked a critical low in his life. “That was the worst moment I faced—not about tennis but about myself,” Rublev confessed, revealing the crippling anxiety and despair that engulfed him during that period. “It was like my thoughts were 𝓀𝒾𝓁𝓁ing me.”

Seeking help, Rublev turned to former Russian tennis champion Marat Safin, who guided him through his darkest moments. “I realized the anti-depressants weren’t helping,” he explained, emphasizing the importance of his newfound psychological support. Today, Rublev reflects on his past with a sense of detachment, asserting, “Watching those old videos, I feel like I’m watching a different person.”

As he prepares for the 2025 season, Rublev is determined to present a more composed version of himself at the Australian Open, despite the looming challenge of facing teen sensation Joal Fona, who has recently made waves in the tennis world. With a healthier mindset and a commitment to self-kindness, Rublev is ready to transform his pain into power as he fights for success on and off the court.